just because...

not much.

just because the cold night, and the super headache I'm having since the night before,

and the lame times I've had since Tuesday,

and the broken promised that I should've tolerated, but I quite didn't because of my big ego and childish thinking that appeared suddenly,

and all the things that I wanted and wished to happen in my life

and also all the things that I wished you to do

so really, once again, it's just about my ego and my childish thinking that have not leave this brain just yet

but honestly, my dear

all I want (for) now

is just to spend the whole day like we've planned

it wasn't so hard, was it?

or are we too busy to be scheduled together in that much of time?

wow.

perhaps this is why I have this headache

perhaps I just think too much on these kinds of things

kinda hard to just let it flow somehow

haha -.-

oh well.

I guess I should call it a night.

gotta wake up early for the bloody morning/boring class

oh and one more thing,

you know what,

sometimes I just wonder...

will you be my last?

haha

too soon to think about it now, right?

oh well.

good night cold weather

shall tomorrow be a bright new wonderful day

amiin :)