kamis gerimis..

kamis sendu, kamis gerimis

kamis dimana di luar terang dan kering

tapi di dalam mendung bahkan hujan gerimis

kamis yang sendu,

kamis yang gerimis :'(

trick or treat

what I like about halloween,

we can put on masks and costumes and pretend to be someone we're not

to feel what it's like to be someone else

and just forget all problems and the rest of what we are

but then again,

it only last one day

and we must face our reality again

all our problems

our past

our awaiting future

perhaps it's nice,

to get the feeling of being someone you're not

and just start over

what do you think?

ready for trick or treat ?

one is all it takes.

*click the picture above*

"There are millions of people in this world. But in the end, it all comes down to ONE"

-from Crazy/Beautiful-

go ahead! truth won't hurt (that much)

source : http://louispagan.com/2009/03/

just when we are too afraid to face the truth,

all we think about is to lie about it

one lie will be followed by more lies

sometimes we afraid to tell the truth because maybe we are afraid we cannot handle it

or we still can't face the truth itself

as worst as the truth might takes us,

apparently, it is so much better to live with the consequences of telling the truth

rather than live under the shadows of lies that will haunt you forever

how movies can really make us think.

I went through the Internet just searching around, and found this website that consists of many quotes from movies.

And I found some are inspiring, funny, and yet true (at least for me it does) haha

Here are some...

"I didnt come back to tell you that i cant live without you.
I can live without you.

I just dont want to."

-Jennifer Aniston, Rumour Has It-

"And all the while I feel like I'm standing in the middle of a crowded room, screaming at the top of my lungs, and no one even looks up" -Kate Winslet, Titanic-

"smiling is my favorite. you make me smile. that makes you my favorite ♥ " -Elf-

"As we grow older, it becomes difficult to just believe. It's not that we don't want to, but too much has happened that we just can't." -Samantha, Now and Then-

"Remember when you were in kindegarten, and you meet a kid, and knew nothing about them, but ten seconds later you were playing like you were best friends; because you didn't have to be anything but yourself? "

"She was a smart girl; Until she fell in love." -Sex and The City-

"So you failed. You wanna be really great?
Have the courage to fail big & stick around.
Make them wonder why you're still smiling." -Elizabethtown-

just because...

not much.

just because the cold night, and the super headache I'm having since the night before,

and the lame times I've had since Tuesday,

and the broken promised that I should've tolerated, but I quite didn't because of my big ego and childish thinking that appeared suddenly,

and all the things that I wanted and wished to happen in my life

and also all the things that I wished you to do

so really, once again, it's just about my ego and my childish thinking that have not leave this brain just yet

but honestly, my dear

all I want (for) now

is just to spend the whole day like we've planned

it wasn't so hard, was it?

or are we too busy to be scheduled together in that much of time?

wow.

perhaps this is why I have this headache

perhaps I just think too much on these kinds of things

kinda hard to just let it flow somehow

haha -.-

oh well.

I guess I should call it a night.

gotta wake up early for the bloody morning/boring class

oh and one more thing,

you know what,

sometimes I just wonder...

will you be my last?

haha

too soon to think about it now, right?

oh well.

good night cold weather

shall tomorrow be a bright new wonderful day

amiin :)

stress. tiba2 merasa under pressured.

gw itu orangnya sistematis

gw harus mulai dari yang ada paling atas di daftar

dan gw biasanya ga akan berhenti sampai semua yg ada di daftar itu selesai

atau sampai gw puas dengan hasilnya

gw ga bisa kerja, melakukan sesuatu dengan loncat-loncat

semuanya harus terstruktur dengan baik

semuanya harus jelas dulu

aaahhhh

pusing banget rasanya

harus bikin ini itu segala macem

tapi struktur organisasi belum beres

haha susah buat gw loncat-loncat gini

=_______="

hadeuh, belum lagi masalah ini itu yang lainnya

nyehnyehnyehh

masalah prioritas

keinginan

perasaan

kesempatan

pilihan..

hzzz, mungkin ini saatnya menggunakan kuliah decision making management untuk memilih mana diantara pilihan yang ada (padahal kuliahnya juga baru 2x pertemuan, blm bener2 belajar apa2)

aahhhhhhh

beteeee!

pusiiing

aku mau ini

aku mau itu

aku mau seperti ini

aku ga mau yg ky gitu

emang, banyak mau

tapi gimana

waktu yg tersisa ga banyak

dan gw harus memanfaatkannya se-efektif dan se-efisien mungkin

"how much time do we have? not much."

-quotes ini dari film tentang guru. tapi lupa judulnya apa. aktor utamanya Ryan Reynolds-